well...
got to know that ive join the sec 4 Normal Academic class next year..i told my parents about it and got a serious lecture..though i told them they could appeal for me but my father said that i would better of be in NA then EXP..and i think that it is right..it will make me wake up..then, after knowing my fate, do not worry hazirah..i will study hard and try to strive for sucess...Zaini, Nabil and Jordan will be appealing..dont know wether Isam will..Good luck to you guys, hope you will be in sec 4 EXP next year..if you guys get to go to sec 4 EXP, it will just be me and some dudes from 3b and maybe, Isam...
Now, let me tell you what happen..During Fridays performance, Gilbert told shaiful to make me, Nabil, Zaini and Isam too see him..ouh yeah and Jordan too..then we go and see him, he told us that we wil be goin to NA, yadayadablabla and so on..then Jordan ask what are our chances in getting into Express by appealing and Gilbert said 99.99%..ok for me it was really going to NA.. after that Isam, me, Nabil and Zaini went to class, i could already see Zaini going to cry.. just as we stepped into the class, Zaini started to cry. then those who got promoted like Farhan, Raden and Shabri, came in. seeing them consoling him makes me wanna cry too..but i stood strong first. Then Isam eyes was watery and tears were flowing down his cheeks..then alot of 3celsius students started to come in...then they were consoling Isam and Zaini..seeing this made me sadder..i will lose all the support and close friendship with these people..then i couldnt stand it anymore..water started to fill my eyes..i tried to hide it but it was too late..so i let flow..now im desperate and wanted some ciggerettes or some Playstation 2 or portable..but in the end made my desperation go away by having some SKL.. then 3B students get to know that 16 students will be going to NA and 14 of them were boys..including Faiz, Mazdi, Khair, Firman, Hezry, Feerdaus, Amir, Ian, Wei Zhong, Raphael, Sam, Keng Chai, David and one more i forget. Ms Toh said that they are goin to open one NA class for us but we will be devided..it is October's Tragedy..and something tragic happened to Farhan..not going to tell what..its very saddening.. & people should be more like Nabil, emotionless and accepting fate..

and if you are not down with that, we got 2 words for ya!!
SUCK-IT!!

arghh..fuck-shit...
nowadays, im always felt dissapointed to my self..especially after getting my final results yesterday..it was damn horrible..i onlie passed 2 subject out of 7 and those were English and Mother Tongue. my FnN was sad as i only need 2 more marks to passed..thats pathetic..silly shits always happen to me at the wrong time..after seeing my results, i disgraced DX by not sucking it in but i cried tears out of my eyes as some of my frens will be going to 4 express while me and a few others will retained or dropped to NA..damn barsturd!..i do not want to waste another year in this fuck-up building they call my 2nd home..i saw alot of people cry yesterday, im not going to mention who but they are from Bernini and Celsius and seeing them cry made me cry as their faces were red and watery..now our only hope is the Social Studies exam that we did today..they may reconsider those who will be going to NA on seeing this paper..if it is good, it will show that we studied and have a good attitude by studying..they will also see our attendance record..i only came late a several times but never absent...

After school, yesterday, since i've cried, that means that i break my fast, i went and drink water...then had SKL with Shabri, Nabil, Isam and Faiz...i only had a few puffs..ask from Shabri another stick..had some ciggies because we were desperate...fucking shit those stupid results..

today, after the SS paper, i did not break my fast early...i think i did quite well for the paper and hoped that my hardwork of studying for that paper will make me go to 4 express..man i will be very sad if i dont and my parents will go beserk! but this is all fate...

& if you are not down with that, i know Kuhan enjoys this activity, because i just have 2 words!
SUCK-IT!!

first and foremost, im sorry what happened at lot 1.. i only managed to pathetically say hi and wish you..sorry woman, paiseh arh that time..kiter bueh kat lydia, kao ngn kawan, *ehem* ader, kiter takder present,..jadi paiseh ngn susah

anywayz...
Happy B'dae Nabila..aku wish kao nappy 14th b'dae and have a good life in sec 3 next year.. though stressfull..i wish you all the luck in your life

and if any of you people out there is not down wif that, I've got 2 WORDS for you!!
SUCK-IT!

Hey..legendary people out there..im here posting a post(requested) to tell you people out there good and bad and worse news that has happened to me, Izzul aka Izzul-Henry aka Lue aka Boi_A'l00..
There are worse things that happened to me today..i threw up in the toilet(b4 we start to fast) because i got a headache out of watching soccer yesterday..man, the headache is very very sickening and lucky i threw up..and today there is fucking FNN..which we, the malay boys of this subject, will drop by next year..like duh only 11 out of 30 pages ive done..CONFIRM FAIL nyer..
The Bad news is that, England, with their lousy new formation,3-5-2, lose to Croatia..i almost cried...another bad news is that i dont have any money to pay Shabri as we played 2 hours of C.S. just now..
Then the Good news...i managed to get top frag on Iceworld and Poolday just now, we played both of each map 3 or 4 times, i managed to get top frag once each map..duh, my com got wall hacked..i was in top form just now, another good news is that France won against Faroe Islands, 2-0, scored by Saha and the best ever, Thierry Henry...

Oh yeah..1 more thing...Thank you MS TOH fer makin me pass my english SA2..im so happy!
well thats it, and if you are not down with that...just 2 words, plz do remember it people,
SUCK-IT!!

well, you asked me to update, so i have no topic but this one...HAPPY B'DAE HAZIRAH aka HAMSTER..had enough sawdust?? Well, i have one thing to say to you, i wish you all the best in life, in studies and in you relationship wif faiz, hope it will last as long as it goes, hope your wishes comes true and may you pass you exams and hope you get good marks for your 'o' levels so you can go to a good institue or a poly. Well, my dear sista lurb rodant, hope you grew taller since you are already 15, if not i will be ashamed, just kidding just kidding, so gd luck Hamster dudette....

Now if anybody who is not down wif that,, i've got two words for you,,
SUCK-IT!!