arghh..fuck-shit...
nowadays, im always felt dissapointed to my self..especially after getting my final results yesterday..it was damn horrible..i onlie passed 2 subject out of 7 and those were English and Mother Tongue. my FnN was sad as i only need 2 more marks to passed..thats pathetic..silly shits always happen to me at the wrong time..after seeing my results, i disgraced DX by not sucking it in but i cried tears out of my eyes as some of my frens will be going to 4 express while me and a few others will retained or dropped to NA..damn barsturd!..i do not want to waste another year in this fuck-up building they call my 2nd home..i saw alot of people cry yesterday, im not going to mention who but they are from Bernini and Celsius and seeing them cry made me cry as their faces were red and watery..now our only hope is the Social Studies exam that we did today..they may reconsider those who will be going to NA on seeing this paper..if it is good, it will show that we studied and have a good attitude by studying..they will also see our attendance record..i only came late a several times but never absent...

After school, yesterday, since i've cried, that means that i break my fast, i went and drink water...then had SKL with Shabri, Nabil, Isam and Faiz...i only had a few puffs..ask from Shabri another stick..had some ciggies because we were desperate...fucking shit those stupid results..

today, after the SS paper, i did not break my fast early...i think i did quite well for the paper and hoped that my hardwork of studying for that paper will make me go to 4 express..man i will be very sad if i dont and my parents will go beserk! but this is all fate...

& if you are not down with that, i know Kuhan enjoys this activity, because i just have 2 words!
SUCK-IT!!