haiyah...fuck right now...
this is shit happening right now to me...i am feeling so down...maybe mainly because of exams... i got 57% for my malay..that maybe a pass but that is not good enuf...my maths..wow i thought i did great for my paper 1 as i passed but FUCK! i failed for paper 2 and i got a 46% for the whole paper...argh! shit man! then for english even better (sarcastic)...i passed my situational writing and my composition but my compre, which i failed badly, brought down the marks....summary i did quite ok...i just passed it...but overall i got 47% for eng.. -.- ..then for my science..dont bother asking..i did ok for CHEM but i failed still and i did extremely-bad for my PHYSICS! argh..all the hard work and effort i put into and paying attention to Gilbert's lessons...it didnt paid of..well i guess i have no one but myself to blame...since i slacked alot last year..i lost out of the past topics..haish...all the teachers commented that i CAN do it..it is just that i didnt concentrate much in class last year..man..i think it is all because of last year...it was the time of the best moments of my life..but it was the worst when it comes to school...holy hell...this year..i planned to make a diff..but i just couldnt.. i was the first badge of people to be in isolation..man...that might enlightened me...but i still cant managed...if..IF i fail my 'O's...welll firstly..im gonna leave home...and try to go overseas...and go to England..try to make a new life..im gonna restart there..be a new sec 3 student maybe over there..they have the same education system there..

studies bring me down..but friends cheers me up...like yesterday..we went to our old place..the TW PONDOK..then we started to play in the rain..like old times..and after that..we sparred..they really gotten strong..i fought..Ateng, Romeo, Abi, Kuceng, Alien and Asuka..kiwak..1 by 1 ader ability sendiri siol..pastu Achik dtg..followed by Cicak..then Aden..Aden asked to spar..aku anything..3 min..then at 2 min plus..he punched my face rather my mouth..haha berdarah siol..nemind..1 day i'll get you back..we also make video..funny one..tadi plak..we were at the TW pondok..and we started to make another documentary video on TPB..haha..gerek arh..then go back school play soccer..pon gerek..haha..but i just cant stand the hot weather...terik siol..maen bola pon mcm dah susah..berat...oklah..i guess ill stop here..ouh and 1 more thing...GD LUCK MAN UTD! bring back home the FA CUP!!

and if you are not...err..maybe im not i the mood..well 2 words...
suck-it.... :/