i wish the doors of heaven would open for me...
i need some motivation...
at least my uncle gave me some..
not on studies but on a career on music...
i wish that could happen....

went to my cousin's wedding yesterday and i seen alot of my long lost cousins...haha...they all look pretty and handsome...haha..even all my uncle and aunties (mom's brothers and sisters) all 11 of them...look different...1 badan dier KONG kan..fooh.. then i realize i became much more taller then some of my cousins...haha..i was the 2nd last boy born on the side of my mom's family tree. now i grown taller than most of them except for a big brother-cousin of mine.. fooh tinggi siol...man so long neva see them.. some already gotten married and have children, some i didnt know they gotten married already, and some are about to get married..haha..i dont know till yesterday...haha..then yesterday, we had talks...i now understand alot of things.. my cousins range from gangsters to ustaz..cool dalam sedare-mara sebelah mak aku ader gangster 369 punya, rockstar, mat rep, emo, waiter, ustaz,...yeah..mcm-mcm ader..fooh..gerek arh dorang..haha after we cleaned up... we took pictures.. first up was my mom's family..in a long time since they were children, they never got a chance to take pictures with each other...until yesterday...haha... klakar arh..., then its the anak-anak sedare(both boys and girls) ader bnyk siol...i told you already ader yg gangster, rockstar yg tu semuer..kiter amek gambar...haha.. dah lamer aku dah tak ngn drg..at first nak bual pon mcm segan tapi lamer2 ok lah...haha..then go to pengantin sebelah pompuan, my kakak sedare's house...dudok2 sekejap..then go home...ok

and if you are nto down with that, i have 2 words for you!
SUCK-IT!!!!